In the fast lane…

(C) Crash ElevenIts been 65 days since I last posted and I have a good reason; I just don’t make the time for myself anymore. If I do, It’s for silly things on the computer or catching up with Madie and cleaning. Life has been going by so fast that I can’t even catch up on sleep or just knowing what day it is! I feel like I’m on a speedway, shooting down a strip to get the fastest time and that feeling of excitement has flown by like the car; Small moment of happiness that goes away far too soon. This second is now the past as the second ahead is the present; time is just not slowing down and I am not sure how to slow down myself just to realize what I am missing. I guess living life is like balancing a checkbook; break everything down you know needs to get paid (or in this case gets done) and know what you have left over. I need to balance my time way more before I realize Madie is off to college and I wondered what just happened. God didn’t intend for us to be so busy in this world, in fact in wanted us to make time for just him. If I can’t even make time for me to sleep, how will I even make time to pray or read the bible? It’s an unfortunate flaw of mine where I do things on the spot and forget the things I know I need to do. It’s time to make changes before I realize it’s way too late to fix them…

Also reading your old posts on just what you planned before is also a good reminder on just what you need to get done 😉

– J

Photo by Crash Eleven Productions

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